So I deleted my ridiculous crazy post I wrote the other day because I wrote it out of anger and looking back at it.. I didn't intend to read it again but I knew it was inappropriate and I didn't want to leave it out in the open for everyone who hasn't read it.. to read it.
Anyways.. life is good. Is as good as its gonna get. I am content with my job and this next paycheck will have about 16-20 hrs of overtime which is awesome so I'm going to go buy me a new phone today.. the one I have is ridiculous and a POS. It only works when it feels like it. ugh.
I am currently addicted to Game of Thrones on HBO. Its a nerd thing. Its pretty awesome.
As of now.. I feel.. Happy. Mother nature hasn't made its arrival since January and I don't know when she plans to but I'm hoping I can go see a new doctor soon because I need one that is going to understand the situation and not just be like.. "oh you are young you just need some clomid to give you a boost and there you go.." um no.. You have been knowing about my diagnosis/situation for 5 minutes i've known for YEARS. But honestly.. Is something that is in the back of mind.. but not something i've been thinking about constantly.
Oh and adoption.. So out of the question.. for one.. its VERY EXPENSIVE. Not to mention you may have to give the birth mother financial help because of her situation.. Not to be mean.. but I'm already wanting to adopt your child why would I help you financially... but anyways.. Its very expensive.. Its money I can use for seriously about 5-10 IVFs depending what the price range is. So no. not for us. Maybe when I'm rich but right now I am not!
Oh and here's to being 5000$ less debt free. I seriously need to stop shopping.
