Wednesday, October 26, 2011

TTC once again!!

It has been over a month since I last updated on my crazy oh so wonderful life!! Anyway, so I went to the doctor and they are pretty amazing! I love them and I really do not mind being Tricare Standard and just paying a copay but the good thing is I was able to choose my own doctor and not have to wait forever for referrals! yay me! So I go in and it turns out the doctor I had an appt with wasn't available because she herself was in the hospital for pre-term labor.. go figure right!? I was greeted and examined by a Nurse Practitioner who was quite amazing! She did all the lab work I was hoping for, did a pap which the results were normal, referred me to a close friend of hers for infertility which I didn't even ask for so I was very thankful. I had begun to forget about the infertility journey and just enjoy life with my husband I had already accepted the fact that it will be just me and him for a long while.. Well anyway, I made an appointment with the ob/gyn. I went in and gave the doctor a brief background on my infertility journey told him I was taking NO meds at this time due to not having any refills and I was just in there with a high BP because I was so nervous and I was shaky and teary eyed I was just like Jennifer! Get it together girl it's just an appointment for family planning!! He was very knowledgeable and explained what he wanted to try to do.. luckily he is not requesting any tests to be done again like the endometrial biopsy (OUCH!) and an HSG because they both had came back normal! He simply said he was going to start with a round of clomid and go from there! So I was prescribed Metformin to help with my metabolism and ie. help lose weight  from my perspective (I'm down 9lbs now!), Provera which is progesterone so I can get my cycle and Clomid to induce ovulation. I am just going to pray to GOD this round of clomid works and I can finally say I am pregnant with our little miracle. Only God and time will tell.. I pray to GOD all the couples who are TTC receive their miracle. It's been an emotional journey but now that I am in treatment again I feel like maybe we can get somewhere again and I am no longer in a dead end road. My husband isn't too thrilled that I got prescribed clomid again because 2 years ago when I did a round of it I was mega crazy lol... but he says whatever we have to do so we can get pregnant and you can carry my baby in your womb. <3 I absolutely love that I have a loving supportive husband!
Wish us luck!

Thanks for reading <3